That of Human Being

• When mistakes are unavoidable  and they can harm others, better to die, than make other people suffer….
• I just realized how important is every single person, especially people who appreciate you…..
• Difficult to find one, easy to lose….
• Life threatens us all, what we have do is to keep going against the torrent….
• Some people are unable to do that, they betray those who are waiting in the stream…. 
• “You can’t cross the same river twice ” – I know it
•  I know many things, but only thing that i need is to know is how to  wear other people’s shoes…
• Acknowledging the mistakes is a first step…. More difficult than apologizing, terrible to make yourself believe that you need to do it….
• Listening Does not mean understanding, understanding does nor mean forgiving…
• Even if one cannot forgive confession is a holy thing to do…. 

Jethro Tull – A New Day Yesterday

 

My first and last time with you
And we had some fun.
WenT walking through the trees, yeah!
And then I kissed you once.
Oh I want to see you soon
But I wonder how.
It was a new day yesterday
But it’s an old day now.

Spent a long time looking
For a game to play.
My luck should be so bad now
To turn out this way.
Oh I had to leave today
Just when I thought I’d found you.
It was a new day yesterday
But it’s an old day now.

 

Ian Anderson

zombie on the strings

It is weird,
so unnaturally we love,
black is the routine of the unnamed society –
slaughterhouse of my dreams….
i see you like myself in the mirror.
we are one….
endless one…

Women breaster

When you are a woman life is difficult. First of all you need to shave your legs almost every day, of course it is a waste of time but anyway, if you want to have a relationship with man you need it. Second, how many of you know why women need bra? I am sure most of them use it just to enlarge the breast or make it more acceptable for the society, at least for the part which has penis support. Yes, i know that you will say that in some occations without bra life is difficult, for

example while jogging or feeding tigers, especially little ones, still not  adopted to the human body eating, naked breast can cause significant difficulties for you, but to be honest every morning, looking in the mirror, realizing that your breast is awful looking, makes you a huge fan of bra hanging wet on the sunny balkony.  Third, watching tv and especially soap operas with muscled young man, can also be stressfull for your life, catching the situation that, somebody, even in the imaginary scenario lives with man, with better body and significantlly better income than that guy sitting next to you drinking cheap beer and arguing with football referee, can destroy your woman personality. I will continue later….

5.00 Stranger in Ruse

Maybe i should turn off this lamp cause you are sleeping, i ll do it later i have to read something from Mr. Petkov’s course materials to pass my exam.

Really strange thing happens here in Ruse, every day at 5.00 in the morning a guy calls me, he speaks English but i don’t understand anything, he speaks with quit confident voice nearly for two minutes and finishes with regretful declining sounds that can be pronounced from the depth of  the throat.

Today i went in bath it was 3.00 night,  the door of the bathroom and the entrance door are very close to each other, i was just opening the bathroom door when i hear a heavy breath behind the entrance, i came closer and noticed that somebody is trying to open the door, i took the keys from the shelf   to find out who was outside, when i returned to the door i saw a piece of paper with 2 words on it “double standards.” I took the paper and went back in bed waiting to his call, traditionally he called at 5.00, but now i was able to hear – “that was me,”  who are you mother*er – i asked in not very polite way, “we have double standards in this ape dorm, do we?”   – he asked back and cancelled the call.

Now i am sitting on my bad and drinking “Zagorka,”  i usually don’t drink beer but it is good now, maybe i can help me to sleep.

Promised winter with snow and wind came into town, so, tomorrow i have to buy bigger shoes and a memory stick cause i accidentally bite old one.

After the above mentioned important shopping i will try to figure out who can be the “5.00 o’clock stranger” and what does that “double standard” shit mean.

Now i will turn off the lamp, i know that you want to sleep.

1.26.2012

Family

 

some of them dared to be well …

Together, we raised the dog…

Mud, Stones, Black hands – We built a house

(But)

Nobody wanted to live there…

 

Wanton’s songs from the radio,

Coffee with stimulator,

Fragments from the old romances,

tablets, Dylan music, erotic stories – and you…

All you …

 

It was not love,

Not phobias,

not hope,

Neither past, nor future,

Just and only;

Dirty pieces from the happy life…

Being an Idiot is Not a Box of Chocolates

1

Shit

Shit ass

   Son of a bitch

   Bastard

   asshole

         but anyway you are a good guy Buckethead, says Mr. Marx

 

Carl Marx and Buckethead will lead us to the promised land:)

détente, s’il vous plait!

Today I meet an atomic bomb.

More advanced than that one in Hiroshima and Nagasaki,

Japanese people are lucky,

but what about me?

From here to eternity..2012

There is a guy, Who is not a guy, who is not a woman and maybe, he  is not a human, who speaks a lot, eats a lot and wants everything around…

Just like US government, invades Afghanistan and Iraq, he goes for a peanut butter and sausage.

What is his name, his surname or nationality? He is an unidentified living object, subject or even adverb…

If we take him on the roof top of a tall building, he will jump – definitely will do, Cause he believes in Cant and the idea of the universal values, he believes that happiness of millions is more important than  his dead body, maybe his bloody corpse is not  a very interesting thing to see but  bench of idiots will gather around him to discuss if  he was lesbian or gay, paranoid  or alcoholic, melancholic or pessimist, leftist or rightist, dentist or psychiatrist,  finally ambulance will take him in the morgue and still the same, doctors and nurses will start to investigate things about him, one on them will write in the report that:

“There is a guy, Who is not a guy, who is not a woman and maybe, he  is not a human, who used to speak a lot , eat a lot and wanted everything around him…he has five sausages in his stomach and fragments of the American peanut butter in the rectum. He is a former US military officer, he was in Afghanistan and Iraq,  but his insurance can’t cover funeral taxes. We hope that his spirit will rest in peace.”

Don’t worry  2012 will come soon.